Time to grow up?

I made this list in July when I was going through a particularly tough time.  I thought about all things in my life that I would like to do better, that I would like to change.  This list was a fun distraction at the time.  I believed that it would ease my transition into a scary number.  I thought that by doing these things it would help me develop an acceptance and contentment for what the reality of what is. 

I'm a little under half way, and I stop and wonder, am I growing, if so, what is the ultimate point?  Am I actually growing, am I moving towards what I want?  I am left to wonder.